18:04

I’m hurry, ready AND ACTION! :D

Correction: Destiny is: DIGITAL Art

Today we’ll go consulting with our new client in connection with their new website. I redesigned their old site this weekend, we can say this appointment will be my plan’s premier I’m so courious about their opinion. They gave us three works, all of them in security – bodyguard, etc. topics; because it’s an internatonal security company.

It won’t be small development.. And we get one more design work about an interpreter-company. I finished it today, sent to client, I’m waiting for her answer… It’s a totally static page, no extras.

If we’ll done all of these pages, I’ll looking for a new car… I had two wishes in my childhood about my future: a notebook, and a Ford Ka The first wish was done in 2006

Now I really don’t know what I’m dreaming of… Maybe a perfect (?…) relationship… A comfortable flat with lots of Kandinskij pictures on the wall

I like living now…

Destiny is: Art

This week was unbelievable One of my good friend offered me registering to http://www.deviantart.com . There are lots of designers and artists uploading very much wonderful work there. I registered, and today I uploaded my 81. deviation I think I got back the mood to painting, drawing, and taking photos.. It’s astonishing after 7-8 years without any creation… There are lots of comments under my pictures, and mostly it makes me the happiest..

This is my gallery: http://croft-dsgn.deviantart.com

We got some design works with V. A security organization would like three homepages.. We’ve got so much work in general, and these three.. They are not simple homepages, but portals.. Am I able to hold on?:D

V.’s opinion about the gallery: “It’s (that’s, those……) not so artistic!….” Who cares? It does my heart good, and I don’t let anyone destroy it…

The other myself

Nearly midnight. I was crying a few minutes ago, “smoke the day’s last cigarette”, and thinking of my whole life. I get some answers from my boyfriend: I’m an unreliable person, who doesn’t wants to move with him, and I alwas just promise, promise, and do not change anything, so on.

But there was a moment when I were at the wedding… My own wedding was in my mind.. Two years ago I was the happiest woman in the world, and now I’m a wreck. My anno husband left me without any rationale.. Total night-crying through a month, and a huge decision: I won’t think about him.. Never. It was enough. He wasn’t deserve me, happy (?) end.

Now, got a boyfriend with much more problems, he always hurt me.. Every week since one year… Every week. But requires moving, always be together, etc. And he doesn’t understand: I’m not able to move, because I’M AFRAID. I’m afraid of any bigger failure.. I would like to move with him, but the fear about the fall.. It’s not so easy for me.

He talks about our once wedding, but no… I can say not yet…. I’m unable thinking of this, I wouldn’t like to hear any idea of a wedding.

V. almost left me tonight………..

Older ones

Today I found some of my older paintings, I uploaded them, hope you like it! Today we took an exam in philosophy, It was not so difficult. Now I’m quite tired, so I must have a rest now

Cottage summoning

Oil

Abstract WRGB

Oil

Merlin and his spirits

Oil

Aerial identity

Acrylic

Vortex

Oil